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Birthday No. 28
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Mark it down, April 30th, 2012, my 28th birthday today. ^^
Thanks everyone so far for the birthday wishes and gifts. It means so much to me.
Thanks everyone so far for the birthday wishes and gifts. It means so much to me.
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Apologies for the minor flood-post
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I've been very neglectful to dA as of late and do want to try and resume posting artwork here as well. So yeah, just went ahead and posted a decent deal of art just now just to show that I have still been busy making new pics. 
That's all I have for now. Until next time.
That's all I have for now. Until next time.
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Happy Birthday to Me!
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Today, April 30th, 2011, I'm now 27 years old!! 
So yeah, not a major milestone or anything, but it's still special in it's own way I guess.
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So yeah, not a major milestone or anything, but it's still special in it's own way I guess.
My Friends(the ones whose art/words/actions make me smile and feel better)!!!
Other artists I know(some)/like/ wanna get to know better. ^^
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Celebration 4 the Bay Area!!
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The San Francisco Giants won the World Series Monday!!!
And I gotta say, it's left me feeling pretty damn good, as I'm sure many others around the Bay from here to San Fran do also.
It's kinda hard not to be excited when the teams in your area for years on end have been everything from disappointing, letdowns and even laughingstocks. Other times, being decent to competitive or a threat, only to have something go wrong and have another season end in disaster. But then again, that's always the topsy-turvy world of sports for you.
In any case, I'll be cherishing this championship, I honestly never thought I'd see them accomplish a feat like this, especially this year, I was going to be satisfied with just making the playoffs, never imagined they'd go all the way. The more I think about it, the more impressed I am; so yeah, this will stick with me for years to come.
Anyway, I should probably stop all the gushing and such, but like I said, I'm pretty excited about the whole thing.
....Now if only the Sharks could win the Stanley Cup....
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And I gotta say, it's left me feeling pretty damn good, as I'm sure many others around the Bay from here to San Fran do also.
It's kinda hard not to be excited when the teams in your area for years on end have been everything from disappointing, letdowns and even laughingstocks. Other times, being decent to competitive or a threat, only to have something go wrong and have another season end in disaster. But then again, that's always the topsy-turvy world of sports for you.
In any case, I'll be cherishing this championship, I honestly never thought I'd see them accomplish a feat like this, especially this year, I was going to be satisfied with just making the playoffs, never imagined they'd go all the way. The more I think about it, the more impressed I am; so yeah, this will stick with me for years to come.
Anyway, I should probably stop all the gushing and such, but like I said, I'm pretty excited about the whole thing.
....Now if only the Sharks could win the Stanley Cup....
My Friends(the ones whose art/words/actions make me smile and feel better)!!!
Other artists I know(some)/like/ wanna get to know better. ^^
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Devious Journal Entry
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Part of me is feeling really down, feeling really stuck, confused, frustrated, hurt;
Part of me is thinking that no matter what I do I'm always going to be a letdown, a disappointment, a waste of other people's time;
Part of me feels like things are never going to improve or get better in all of life's difficulties and frustrations;
Part of me wishes more people understood or could offer their support or suggestions; part of me wishes that those who already do would take my feelings, and words more seriously, instead of react the first thing that comes to mind, or think that I'm being over-dramatic. -.-
The last 2 days, part of me has at times, considered taking "the easy way out" feeling like this is how it'll always be, so why keep at it?
It's something I could never see myself doing, yet this had been the most I've ever had it run through my head....it was scary.
Yet.....despite all those negative feelings, it just wouldn't be the thing to do. The few friends and support I have during my down times mean so much; all the hugs, support, words, and caring they've shown me always help through the rough patches, even the smallest bits help.
Although recently I may have just ruined my closest friendship because of it, I turned to her for support and ended up making a mess of things again. :c
So the last couple days I've been in a bit of a depression over certain things, made worse due to my mistakes and mess-ups. I'm trying to shake it off. but after how I acted towards my friend, it hasn't improved much. Just as I'm sure a lot of others do, I often wish there was an easy fix-all solution for all my issues and concerns, but there's not.
Some people will probably read this and think it's all dramatic bs, to quit being mopey and do something about it. I want to do something about it, I want to fix my issues, I want to move forward and finally be happy to a degree; maybe I'm just struggling to make the first steps, not knowing what my first course of action should be.
If my friend's reading this, please know that I didn't mean to cause more friction because of my behavior; I was looking to you for the support and comfort that friends tend to offer, but I acted badly and selfishly at times, I let my frustration get the better of me and reacted badly. It wasn't my intention and I'm sorry for everything.
Sorry for the lengthy rant, I sometimes think it'd just be better to keep quiet about everything. Gonna go try and take my mind off things for the time being. So bye for now.
My Friends(the ones whose art/words/actions make me smile and feel better)!!!
Other artists I know(some)/like/ wanna get to know better. ^^
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Part of me is thinking that no matter what I do I'm always going to be a letdown, a disappointment, a waste of other people's time;
Part of me feels like things are never going to improve or get better in all of life's difficulties and frustrations;
Part of me wishes more people understood or could offer their support or suggestions; part of me wishes that those who already do would take my feelings, and words more seriously, instead of react the first thing that comes to mind, or think that I'm being over-dramatic. -.-
The last 2 days, part of me has at times, considered taking "the easy way out" feeling like this is how it'll always be, so why keep at it?
It's something I could never see myself doing, yet this had been the most I've ever had it run through my head....it was scary.Yet.....despite all those negative feelings, it just wouldn't be the thing to do. The few friends and support I have during my down times mean so much; all the hugs, support, words, and caring they've shown me always help through the rough patches, even the smallest bits help.
Although recently I may have just ruined my closest friendship because of it, I turned to her for support and ended up making a mess of things again. :c
So the last couple days I've been in a bit of a depression over certain things, made worse due to my mistakes and mess-ups. I'm trying to shake it off. but after how I acted towards my friend, it hasn't improved much. Just as I'm sure a lot of others do, I often wish there was an easy fix-all solution for all my issues and concerns, but there's not.
Some people will probably read this and think it's all dramatic bs, to quit being mopey and do something about it. I want to do something about it, I want to fix my issues, I want to move forward and finally be happy to a degree; maybe I'm just struggling to make the first steps, not knowing what my first course of action should be.
If my friend's reading this, please know that I didn't mean to cause more friction because of my behavior; I was looking to you for the support and comfort that friends tend to offer, but I acted badly and selfishly at times, I let my frustration get the better of me and reacted badly. It wasn't my intention and I'm sorry for everything.
Sorry for the lengthy rant, I sometimes think it'd just be better to keep quiet about everything. Gonna go try and take my mind off things for the time being. So bye for now.
My Friends(the ones whose art/words/actions make me smile and feel better)!!!
Other artists I know(some)/like/ wanna get to know better. ^^
:iconchibitonberry:Member of
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